| Ceremony II, III, and IV
ceremony II ...happiness is a warm gun ...happiiinessss is a warmmm gunnn ...happiiinessss issss a warmmm gunnnn, mama! finding the strength to stroke her head one last time as the notes in this song come to a sad close respectively bodies float round, like warm water at the base of your feet we need these things weeee neeeed these thingggsss ...happiness is a warm gun jumping from the top, hot smoke making it's way around the rim breaking it's point this, my dear, is life deal with the taking the stinging of the heart the breaking of skin steam and sweat of sex vibrations rotating your destiny this, my dear, is life or is it? do you still find yourself questioning! goooooood... this is the point....take it run with it take it run in it break it run between the legs of it and soak in it's bloooooood become what the cards say feed off of the craving ...happiiiiinessss issss a warmmm gunnn bring it close to the head as thoughts tell you to do other wise words become harmful unnecessary painful, piercing through the soul like the long sharp nails on her fingers realize that everything you want is right here, speaking your name softly, while you turn away while you make careless jokes while you speak of others realize that everything you want issssss right here, before you realize that it takes time to care it takes time to open the heart to love it takes time to find the happy trigger to set it all off. |
| ceremony III
the simplicity of the creature mind lingers like a broken melody its lost in time like thoughts of the past are lost in picture frames, parading with fake smiles and fading similies we forgot how happy feels weee have forgotten howww happy feeels shifting into shape shifters, just to numb the feeling of love just to numb the feeling enough to make it disappear before the eyes we crave the simple things in life, yet we are not simple we mame words, butcher them rape them and make them complexed we take away from the vast holding of fables, the trust that links us together, this melting bond this melting bond thisssss melting bond that bond that brings our bodies to one to one 2....1. |
| ceremony IV
you find yourself crawling once again like the last time you found yourself alone this time, you are trigger happy you have nothing to gain nothing to loose silence gives you the voice in the end shaping you to feel the deepening sadnessssss the blinding pain that makes you feeeel that your skin is ugly that your skin deserves no love no emotion no one touching the hands you hold it closes in on the heart like disease takes over the body when it weakens you to the ground once again, just to laugh in your face and point and say i told you so! i would have my way! |